acting like nothin happen is de hardest of all. haix. why haf this be reduced til like tis? y not let both party rest for a while then we will see how after tt. izit tt difficult. i noe self inflicted pain is fun. but you r threathening mi using them. i frigging donno wat 2 do. let mi go. i dont wanna live with guilty & regret for the rest of my life. being with you haf realli changed mi alot. but i seriously dont tink tt we r meant 2 b 2gether. y dont you understand? do u feel mi change? do ya feel tt im not like last time? i haf 2 act like nothin happen. y izit so difficult. i feel like dying. kill myself so tt i dont need 2 live with this. omg i 4gotten 2 spell live. i spelt it as leave. cux 4goten how 2 spell. fcuk la. i donno wat's wrong w mi la. can i self inflict pain also? it will be so childish. but. i does realli help 2 relieve heart aches. but i promised not 2 go back. but but but. i donno if this continue i dont tink i will nnot do anyting 2 myself. i need alcohol. i jux held back myself 2day not 2 buy alcohol. cux i noe i will buy 5 bottles & start mixing.. stop mi. i need help. im lost. i realli donno wat 2 do. lord. help mi. im helpless. guide mi thru. i need you. arrg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont be KPO. ignore this post..

`sixteen turning SEVENTEEN.
`on 300791 i was BORN.
`Temasek POLYTECHNIC. *ENGINEERING[ETCM]YEAR ONE
`NYPS. `BDS.



♥ more .zara. fcuk. topshop. stuff.
♥ havanias slippers.
♥ new bag. big & small.
♥ heels & pumps.


♥get a sports car by age of 27. lamborghini seems nice =)
♥buy down a decent house by age of 35.
♥travel round the world by age of 40.

BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE;


LEAVE TRACES OF YOURSELF BEING PART OF MY LIFE




BABES of MY LIFE
[SIHAN] [SIJIA]
[JACQUELINE.] [HSIN RUI.] [VIVIAN.]

PPC;
[WORSHIP TEAM's.]
[Amanda.] [Clement.] [Daniel.]
[Jia Ling.] [Rachel.] [Yi Han.]
[Yi Li.] [YiJia.]


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