♥MEforWHOiAM. <3s

Tuesday, September 30, 2008,9/30/2008 01:45:00 AM

arrg im veri scared 4 my day surgery. sobs. i scared of needles. sobs sobs. 7th oct.. ARRG!!

Monday, September 29, 2008,9/29/2008 08:39:00 PM

i tink tt post on sat was too strong. hmm. sorry to whom i hurt. =) didnt meant it.. im seriously not in the mood of typing.

went out w NIC & JEM. went skool. LOL! watch JOHN. Q !! man. i was having a waterfall session la! stupid nicholas! KU KU ! neva tell mi tt he wanna watch show. make mi emo for the whole day. hahha jokin la. but yea. it's a super nice show. but. no fotos for the day! hee hee. good for you. but i wanna post other fotos! hee hee.

mi & JEM!

wat's w tt face?

again. LOL.

cam-WHORING!

coincident. =)

mi & RUI. [[at espirit]]

at SUNTEC. small gal. so ADORABLE LA!

JAREN!

smallv SPOILT brat! <3>

little boy. cant give mi 1 nice smile la!

*mi * JEM * ISSAC

at T3. airport is a nice place 2 chill. w his MR GUITAR.

being forced 2 take pic! [[I DIDNT LOR!]]

a NICE SMILE! hee =)

,9/29/2008 08:32:00 PM

my veri OUTDATED MALACCA TRIP. with parents. =)

let the pictures talk 2 you. im lazy 2 type. =) WEE!

our roome!

HI there =)

WEE!

mi & MUMMY!

cam-WHORING! <3

DADDY!! =)

STITCH!! <3s>

pink & yellow HAMSTER! [[wat the heck they dye the hamster 4! KU KUs!]]

Me & BRO!

AGAIN! <3

okie. im done =) hee.

Sunday, September 21, 2008,9/21/2008 01:11:00 AM

18th sept.

terence birthday, promised 2 celebrate it w him. so yea. did chocolate w crisps last night. met rui at kembangang. i want 2 go out of hse earlier but arrg. late again. i wanted 2 surprise him, but in the end called him 2 come down 2 collect them =X muahahaha. headed 2 city hall, shopped 4 his gift. bought him a shirt fm espirit. chill at GLORIA JEANS w rui after tt. GLORIA JEANS[at RAFFLES CITY] haf promotion, all of their ice blended drinks is for $3! $3 & yes you didnt see wrongly. hee hee.

JASPER, JOEL & BEN YOU came along. headed 2 MARINA square 4 dinner at THAI EXPRESS! and tt ku ku TERENCE jux haf 2 say out loud tt i only had SMALLER THAN BITE SIZE FOOD! so ku ku. ARRGG. *ah-bish!

went 2 TIMBRE!! then let the pictures tell you more. hee hee.

CAM WHORING TIME..

me & rui <3s

WHITE WINE =)

BIRTHDAY BOY.

ME & BEN YOU

JOEL. ME. JASPER.

GROUP FOTO =)

cam-whoring.

GOODFELLAS!

hsin RUI. mr GHAZ. PRIScilla! =))

LOVES. <3s.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008,9/17/2008 09:25:00 PM

WHY WHEN OTHER PEOPLE PUT ON SEPERATOR, THEY LIKE NEVER COMPLAIN DE? FREAKING UNCOMFORTABLE LA! I CANT BITE. I CANT EAT BURGER. MY FOOD R SMALLER THAN BITE SIZE. LIKE FOR BABY TO EAT. I THINK I GOT SUPER LOW THESHOLD OF PAIN. ARRG.

okie enuf of complaining. WEE.

WHISKEY is WHINNING in the KITCHEN. mummy lock him there! LOL. cux he keep whining. will rescue him out SOON. when he's quieter! WEE. =)
mummy is scolding him. muhaahaha. who ask him keep waking her up after every few mins.
he's being released le. LOL!

2morrow is TB's birthday! i not yet get anyting done! SHAG! ARRG! die la die.
i scared i will screw it up. hopefully he dont mind it. hee hee hee. HE BETA NOT MIND.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008,9/16/2008 10:40:00 PM

how small can the world be. see-ing you w another gal! WEE! like finally. IM FREE! SINGLEHOOD! hee hee
many tings happen to fast. too fast for you 2 even react or freeze the time 2 cherish & hold on to it. time stop for no man. life is so precious & short. how many times do you realised wat you haf missed in life.

PUT ON SEPERATOR TODAY! FREAKING UNCOMFORTABLE.

[[i MUST THANKS my DEAREST GIRL, SIHAN. for INTRO-ING JOB to ME!!!]]
money!! yea! hee hee. rather broke la. account now low tide. budget airlines seems so difficult! LOL

i found pple hu is there 4 mi, but i cant. i cant commit, i dont dare 2 commit. i dont want to commit. ARRG. i noe. im f*-ing selfish. im scared. IM SORRY!
i hurt another inocent party cux of my own tinking again. ARRG! i feel like a bH la! haiz. sorry. i didnt meant it. i dont wanna 2 lose such aa nice frene like you.but. it seems. tt. we will neva be as close again. well. hopefully, it will turn out beta.

IM GOING FOR DAY SURGERY ON 7th OCT TO EXTRACT 8 TEETHS! i will die of over-flowing of blood la! bring mi go eat STEAK! but got seperator on le. eating beef is a prob le! ARRG! *faint.

a new life, new hope, new plans, new goals.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008,9/10/2008 04:47:00 PM

my not veri expected results.
WRTORAL - B+
EFFCOM - C+
EPT - B+

CKT - B
DFUND - B+
EMATH1 - A

GPA- 3.39 [lousy rite]

lol. not as wat i expected. but.. still acceptable. =) YEA!

NOW, it's time 2 PLAY!

[[ming zhong zhu ding WO AI NI]]

it's a show if you tot tt i like sum1.
LOL, wateva pris. as if...
hee hee.

friends to flame.
flame to lover.
lover to DUST.
the moment you say YES to a guy, you will haf 2 commit to him.
when you wanna break or pause the relationship.
it will turn 2 dust. totally EXtinct.

y cant we stay as friends? being friends tis status and GF status. does it realli haf so much of a difference? in times when you wanna sum1 2 rely on. where r they? busy? dating? projects? oversea?
who will stay by your side? LOL.
NONSENSE RANTS. =)

Friday, September 5, 2008,9/05/2008 12:46:00 AM

damn freaking tired 2dae la.
headed down the gym!! with rui & jac..

cycle for 5.5KM
run for 1.6KM
[donno wat's the machine for, but you run in a cycling style] for 5.5KM
in total.. it's 12.6KM!!

you can neva see this side of mi.. [unless im down.]
hee hee. short post.

RANDOM is the new IN thing!

if your happy and you know you clap your hand...
[CAN YOU LIKE CLAP??!]
entertain lei. lol!

to MALAYSIA!!! WEEEEEEE. bye bye

Tuesday, September 2, 2008,9/02/2008 05:26:00 PM

i hope tt life will always be so sweet.

fill w love, care & concern.hate is.

things tt r placed in your life, which you took quite a while 2 accept it.

then soon, you bond w it.

when you wake up, you r being greeted.

it cheers you up.

even thou it did mischeivous stuff, it still haf a way 2 say he's sorry.

but now.

soon; after 8 sept.

it.

will.

be.

gone.

gone forever. out of my life.

again.

as if i neva had it by my side.

everyting is coming 2 mi at a go,

like a veri badd & evil dream

i want to be woken up by this, by no1 cares. no1 noes. no1 bothers.

every1 is lost in their own busy world of thoughts. blogging has always be the onli 1 for mi. 2 vent, 2 speak wateva i wish 2 say.

every1 is so busy til they cant feel tt your tears haf alreadi dried up, heart haf bled til it clots up. soon. when u die; pple ask themselves y arent they there 4 you. how often do you felt as if you were cherish. how many friends can you actually totally trust upon. how much time were you hurt by them. how many do you haf left now. how few realli show their care & concern. how r you ranked in their heart. how far will they stay in your life.

even thou you haf alot of veri close frene in your life, how long will they stay by your side; putting you 1st priority, always there 4 you 24/7.

mayb onli 1 or even 0. how many of which realli cares for you not wanting anyting as return other than letting them 2 care bout none. no human will do so. we often do things cux we want sumting in return; in either the short or long run. no one will do tings without expecting returns. no one.

yes. and i turn emo. cux whiskey will be out of my life. back 2 his side. at least i noe; he will be well taken care of.

as for mi, my heart stop pumping when im alone. cux i dont wanna pple i noe 2 feel tt im broken inside. utterly devasted; broken.

dont probe, for my mouth is sealed. i dont like rumours. true or untrue doesnt matter. wat's reputation when your heart & soul is broken.

-beyond repair- [deadish]

,9/02/2008 03:17:00 PM

the combine chalet of 816 & 817. wee. uploading 4 fun; althou i noe none of them haf my URL. [cux i neva say] =) WEEE.

ME & FARHANAH!

the class GIRLS!

the CRAZIER side of us =)

veri blur. [ZUL take one;blame him] =)

FIONA/EMMERLINE/ME/FARHANAH

uglier side =))

ALL of US!

WEE! fun come about w their companies!

thax to xiao yan who took the photo 4 us.

mi, JACqueline & 817 guys.

went chalet after dfunds paper. 27th aug to 30th aug. got 2 noe more bout the other class. mostof my class pple did not stay. so yea. kinda boring. hopefully our class can be more united then wat it seems 2 be. i tot we were veri close til i noe more bout their class. well, there is always sumting worser or beta. you cant be the bottom or the top at all times. yea.

im turning emo.

Monday, September 1, 2008,9/01/2008 01:42:00 AM

BOOK MY TIMINGS!!!
i got holidays til like 20th OCT!!!
i wanna work
i need money
i wish to shop
i love to boost the economy[as if i can help like tt, but yea; shopping does]
i like living in self-denial =)

WEEE. random-ness. <3s

LOVING MY SINGLE LIFE!