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Sunday, July 27, 2008,7/27/2008 01:07:00 AM

suddenly. i donno wat's de meaning of growing older. is there a point. is material de onli ting tt can be true 2 mi now? it's kinda true tt onli material stuff will b by your side. love fades. friends come & go. family will leave 1 day. nothin stays loyal. onli materialistic studd will b by your side. unless you throw them. scars cant b removed. even after plastic surgery. it's de memory of it in your life. it hunts you.
wat's love? i totally lost the meaning and how 2 love. i donno wat can love do. i donno of any meaning of love. i donno how 2 love. i donno wat's love. life is moving so fast til you cant remember de 1st time you cried. the 1st time you felt hurt. it been such a common ting. tt you might/might not remember the last time you felt hurt or cried.
i wanna 2 stop being like tis. but can i? so wat if it's the 30th july. it's no significant meaning. no importance. y celebrate it. i suddenly donno thevreason. damn random. but yea.

,7/27/2008 12:54:00 AM

the world is damn small. met unexpected pple. met jia 2dae while i was out. tryin 2 study. i did study. but i donno y nothin much gt in2 my head. im not in the mood of blogging. jux wanna complain & rant.
life is such a difficult path. so difficult 2 b perfect. so so so difficult. i wanna cry. but. there isnt any more tears. im tired. but i cant zzz. haiz. life. uncertain.

,7/27/2008 12:21:00 AM

i donno how 2 explain. but im lookin 2 the 3rd of oct. day tt i can be free. day tt i can be completely single. de dae tt i can stop hafin sum1 calling & ask. where r you. wat u doin. w hu. izit him?
y? izit wrong 2 meet sum1 hu you noe you can rant, nag, complain & can provide you boozies the day when you break up w your gf/bf?! izit wrong 2 meet sum1 hu you noe loves you still?!
i seriously cant stand being in a relationship anymore. you neva noe, when i gota face tis kinda pple again.
life is filled w ups and downs. i tried my best 2 stay as cheerful as i can be. but. no1 will noe wat's happening b`hind closed doors. the hurts. the tears. the sadist. the blood. the pain. no1 noes. no1 cares.
i noe this shouldnt b de way. but. i seriously had enuf. i feel like drink the whole bottle. then puke & die. if i can. no1 noes. no1 cares. no1 bothers.
afterall. it's jux a hooked..

Friday, July 18, 2008,7/18/2008 02:45:00 PM

as asked by han. i will update. i got like durian puff, crepe and mochi at home! HA! muahahhaa. okie i did announced tt on purpose =)

met up with CK yesterday. didnt go 4 lec cux of the veri long break. met at city hall. went to OUTBACK AUSTRALIA at millenum walk. watched THE BLACK KNIGHT. met up with mum. ATE NYDC. headed to GLORIA JEANS for coffee.

RIB EYE STEAK! damn nice movie. NICE PASTA & CAKE. SUPERB COFFEE & COMPLIMENTARY BROWNIE~!

wee..........
no pictures cux no mood to. =)

4th day. BORING!!!

HAN IM HAFING TOO!!! sianz la.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008,7/08/2008 12:19:00 AM

i will be damn random.. cux im damn excited...

mummy bought 2 830milli litres of MEIJI STRAWBERRY MILK and 1litres of HL STRAWBERRY MILK. so it's.... 2.66litres of STRAWBERRY MILK.

okie. im done.. =)

oh. BY THE WAY..

I LOVE MY NAILS TO THE CORE. did manicure with jia ying on sunday =)

GOLD BASE. BLACK NAIL ART. guess wat...
IT'S BLACK AND GOLD COMBINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PHUUUUUUUUUUUU.

okie. i beta zzz b4 i need 2 cab or b late 2morrow..
nitex =)

Thursday, July 3, 2008,7/03/2008 11:38:00 PM

met up w drew 2dae. ate at fei chui again. i wanted sizzlers. but. i didnt noe tt de prices went up. lol! hee. did a slight shopping. bought nothin thou.

I REALLY WANT TO DO MY NAILS!!! the good earth nails or sumting like tt got good promo. $12 for express mani. plus 2 nail art! where 2 get sia. lol. SUMONE. GO W ME!! or...... i might be determined enuf 2 go alone. but it wil b quite sad =X
lol. oh ya. luckily didnt do it b4 wed. got lab test 2dae. nails chipped! damnn wires. dammnn resistors.. damn jumper wires.. ARRG. i cant do my CKT but DFUND was kinda easy =) hee hee.

i need to get shorts. i need bag. i need shoe. i need heels. i realised. i got a neva ending wants & 'needs'. y.. arrg. i scared. and i realised im getting more materialistic. stop mi. pris. you should stop. but. shopping is a neccesity. pris, you can control. but. i want to shop. i need 2 shop. pris. stop it & shut up. okie! fine. arrg........

IM DAMN PISSED W MY BRO. he turned the whole hse upside down cux his fone is spoilt and he 'needs' it 2 contact parents. ~~wtf~~ wat la. he can use lend his frene fone 4 a msg or call wat. not as if he's being hard up 2 beg them wat. seriously donno wat on his brain.. then he continued argueing tt he will need it in case tis in case tt. damn it. their isnt any much cases la. jux go w de flow of nature la. wah. damn pissed. arrg. brainless. arrg.

dont tok bout it le. celebration of jian hong birthday is 2morrow. POP is 2morrow. i will b bz 2morrow. yea. so nights =) hee hee..